etto….

eto…etto..

diz year will be my 1st time cosplaying… (at last aftr how many yrs taking pics of cozers..sort of tired..de)

basically as a 1st timer people rather choose simple one…like cos from bleach rite…

so i decided to do ukitake juushiro…

so all i need now r;

1. costume of courze, the hakama, obi & hiori (long story…later ill xplain ne…)
   
2. long white silver wigs ( in process of buying one)
   
3. waraji sandals (bought)
   
4. katana or zanpaktou (waiting for migryl to confirm again)

FTW……bad me!!!

i ended up ordering a different costume. not one but 2 of them. im nutzz:

a VK night class uniform include the armband… my father gonna kill me!!!

he wont allow me to wear that kind of skirt (like mini skirt type…ya..u noe jap school gurls luv to wear that kind oo)…so i ask the tailor to make the skirt longer..ok oyaji…settle

n here comes another one:

i luv rozen maiden so much. feels like wanna cos all of the dolls ne… aiya…need to find okane for wigs again doh..

at 1st i was a bit*ding-dong* either wan to order suiseiseki cos or a maid dress…

if minna-san is wondering why,,,diz is bcoz i just bought a headdress ma… but no dress to wear with the headdress. so i decides to buy a maid dress. bad me….i only noe how to waste money:

so i ask my mum n frenz wether the maid dress (below) is better for me to wear or the green dress for suiseiseki. not even single one of them like the maid dress below…huhuhu..i said i luv black (the truth is no wigs is needed if i wear maid dress de), but they said maid dress is common & simple, whereas suiseiseki’s dress is more detail…wat evr,,,at last i agree with them n ended up ordering it.

p/s: xtually i want them both…but u noe…as for sumone whos just finished studying n waiting for posting…easy to say ‘UNEMPLOYED’…where ter hell can i find okane??

otousan…thnx for sponsoring my costume…etto…etto…can i hv one more… onegaishimasu…just for diz time ne..ne…^__^

maid dress

i bought 2 costume….n im dead BROKE!!!!

i need okane to buy bleach cos…& the wigs to!!!

& to make thing worssse…i already joined the bleach group for diz year CF.. if they found out that i still dun hv the cos…they’ll definitely cekik me. warghhh

I HV TO GET UKITAKE’S COZ ASAP!!!! tasukete!

dun tell me to get it at animetech. currently they dun hv stock

As for my future plan, i really wan to cos any characters from 07- ghost like:

p/s: as for now…i shud study…coz work will start very soon….n my memory of 4 yrs studying are all GONE!!! benkyo o shite kudasaiii

atashi no ichi-nichi

rutin harian sejak begelar penanam anggur berjaye:

1. 6.30 a.m. : bangun + Smayang + buat breakfast abah
2. 7.00: anto mak g skolah
3. 7.15: balik umah sambung tido
4. 9.00-10.00: bangun balik + exercise
5. 10.30: mandi
6. 11.00: turun bawah tolong abah masak
7. 1.00 p.m. : makan ngan abah bedue je. hu3. mak blk lmbat
8. 2-4 p.m. : tv + online + ps
9. 4 : amek mak keje
10. 4.30: teman mak makan (bape kali ntah mkan cam ne nk kurus ni)
11. 5.30: exercise
12. 7.00 p.m.: mandi
13. 9.00 p.m. – x tau la suke ati aku: tv + online + ps + gosip ngan adik

warghhhhhhhhhhhh sampai bl mo idop cam nieeeeeeee

okaerinasaimase goshujin-sama

yay!!! back in jb.

home SWEET home.

abis blajo resolutions:

1. nk blajo masak (ni resolution tiap2 cuti sem start abis SPM dolu2. x pe odah kate niat tu penting. Al kisah konon2 nk bg smangat kat aku, abah suh aku potong daging, bwang putih 10 ulas n halia setengah ibu jari, tu kate abah aku la. kononnye nk msak black pepper. Mak aku pun mengoffer kan diri…’nk mak potongkan daging ke? adik potong bwang?’. Aku yg tgh smangat ni pun ckp ‘x pe r mak, bile lg adik nk blajo’. X smpai 5 minit kemudian aku pun tunjuk ler hasil air tangan ku memotong daging bt 1st time nye dlm 23 thun. Mak aku pun b’kate…”adik nk bg harimau makan ke?”. Last skali mak aku jugak yg memotong daging itu.SIGHHHHHH…..aku just tumbuk bwang n halia n gaul ngan seasoning je. tu je yg mampu aku buat. PERCUBAAN MEMASAK KALI PERTAMA: GAGAL).
2. nk blajo menjahit (x minat jahit sebenonye, tp sbab mnat cosplay ku tabahkan ati blajo menjahit, walaupun x de mesin jahit pun kat umah aku ni. pakse abah beli gak..)
3. nk mengabiskan manga2 yg pending sejak sekian lame kat mangafox n onemanga.
4. nk tgok anime2 yg adik aku downloadkan plus dvd lagi (banyak duit adik aku ni ye. luv u sis)
5. nk kuruskan bdan (ni yang paling pentng. akan ku pakse abah teman aku g brisk walking. n akan ku paksenye membeli cycling untuk aku. x kire bli gak. nak lawan ngan aini bile konvo nnti.whahaahah. harapnye berjaye la nnti. plus nk pkai cosplay siber lg. bulan 12 nye comic fiesta hu3)
6. memantapkan lg nihon-go aku plus nk blajo bace kanji. gambaru yo!
7. nk blajo bwak mpv abah n nk curik kete mak. WHAHAHA. walaupun abah x bg bwak mpv die, aku x kire nk bwak gak.
8. nk bodek abah belikan aku N-wii. abah boleh la…boleh la… nk main Monster Hunter. Hu3. boleh laaaaaaa
9. penting ni…yg last skali…. aku berazam nk pkai 2dung. kengkawan doakan aku berjaye.aminnnn

P/S: pas ni ku updatekan blog tiap hari sbab dh janji ngan odah. nk buktikn kat die aku nye resolution maybe jadi la kot insyaallah…

over tha rain ~hikari no hashi~ by flumpool

BLOODY MONDAY OST

Romaji

tsumetai ame ga hoho wo nurashitemo
hanabira ni ochita shizuku ga kimi to kasanatte

sore ga hikari to yoberu mono naraba
kagayaki wa iro asenai ne
donna ni kegasaretatte
aa kietaitte omou koto kore kiri ja nai
kanashii kioku kesenai you ni

namida koraeta hitomi no oku ni
nani yori mo kireina hikari wo atsumete
kumo no mukou ni aruiteyukou
ame no ato ni wa niji ga kakaru

mimi wo sumaseba kikoeteru kodou
sutetemon ja naitte sotto kokoro ga shikaru
kono te wo totte hokori wo tatakeba
kimi ni mo mieru hazu kyou ga
kinou to wa chigau ima da to
aa hitotsu no kizu dake de
tachitomaru youna kashana kitai koko ni sutete

daremo ga minna kibou no hashi wo
kokoro de egaiteru kurayami no naka de
ame ga agareba sora ni kakaru
yume wo shinjite aruiteyukou

koe wo karashite sakebitsuzuketemo
mogakitsuzukete tada mukuwarenai
te ni toresouna todokanai youna
sono hikari ga kotae da

hoho wo nurashita ame no shizuku wa
hitosuji no kagayaki obienakute ii
daremo ga minna niji wo miru tame ni
ikiteiru kogoeta kurayami no naka de
ame ga agareba sora ni kakaru
yume wo shinjite aruiteyukou
yume dake wo shinjiaruiteyukou

English:

Even if the cold rain wets your cheeks
the water drops that fell on flower petals coincide with you

If that’s what I can call “light”,
its radiance won’t fade away
no matter how contaminated it got

Aah, this isn’t enough to make me want to disappear
In order for it not to erase sad memories…

Gather light that’s more beautiful than anything else
within the eyes that held tears back
Let’s walk beyond the clouds,
after the rain, the rainbow will come

My heart quietly scolds me,
“The palpitation you can hear if you listen closely
isn’t something to be cast aside”
If you hold this hand and beat the dust off,
it should be visible to you too, that today
is a ‘now’ that’s different from yesterday

Aah, one wound only seems to hold you back
cast aside luxurious expectations right here

Everyone has painted a bridge of hope
within their hearts, among the darkness
If the rain stops, let’s believe in the dream
that’s hanging in the sky and walk ahead

Even if my voice dries as I continue screaming
I go on struggling, only I won’t be repayed
That light that I’m about to obtain
but doesn’t seem to reach me, is the answer

The rain drops that wet your cheeks
are one ray of light
you don’t need to be afraid

Everyone lives among the frozen darkness
in order to see the rainbow
If the rain stops, let’s believe in the dream
that’s hanging in the sky, and walk ahead
Believe the dream only, and continue walking

am I a HIKIKOMORIans ?????

Hiku (引く): to draw back or recede.
Komoru (篭る): to seclude oneself or be confined.
Hikikomori (引き籠もり): A person who isolates themself and refuses all human contact for long periods of time, often years. The term also refers to the entire social phenomenon.

GENERAL CAUSES:

1. Middle class affluence in a post industrial society such as Japan allows parents to support and feed an adult child in the home indefinitely. (mak & abah  mmg syang kat aku….so what’s da big deal…jealousy makes sumone ugly my fren…:) )Lower-income families do not have hikikomori children because a socially withdrawing youth is forced to work outside the home.
2. The inability of Japanese parents to recognize and act upon the youth’s slide into isolation; soft parenting; or even a codependent collusion between mother and son, known as amae in Japanese. (kan dah ckap… mak ngan abah mmg sayang kat adikkk….)
   
3. A decade of flat economic indicators and a shaky job market in Japan makes the pre-existing system requiring years of competitive schooling for elite jobs appear like a pointless effort to many. While Japanese fathers of the current generation of youth still enjoy lifetime employment at multinational corporations, incoming employees in Japan enjoy no such guarantees in today’s job market. Some younger Japanese people begin to suspect that the system put in place for their grandfathers and fathers no longer works, and for some, the lack of a clear life goal makes them susceptible to social withdrawal as a hikikomori. (totally disagree!!! i know exactly wat am i goin’ 2 do with my life).
   

SYMPTOMS:

1. complete social withdrawal (x suke g party, bbq,  kenduri kawin, rumah sedare time raye ataupun x raye, x suke kuar ngan kawan time cuti sem).
   
2. lock in a room for prolonged periods (bl tgh tgk anime best, manga best, kalo lapo kuar jgk carik mkan sbb x pndai masak )
   
3. have few friends (oya n odah je. tu pun odah suke kuar ngan kawan die. die tau aku ni mls nk kuar except nk cari mkn je. mntak maaf ye kawan. kwan skolah pun dh tau sgt prangai hikikomori aku yg ntah ap2 tu. time dinner nye slide presentation pun aku x de. aku bg gambo utk year book pun setelah diugut. X KESAHHH.
   CONCLUSION: aku x kesah pun x de kawan…i’m used to it)
   
4. set their own sleep schedules (mmg hobi aku)
5. typically waking in the afternoon and going to bed early in the morning (tido sapanjang ari kalo x tgk anime @ bace manga).
   
6. days are characterized by long spells of sleeping, while nighttime hours are spent watching TV, drawing, playing computer games, surfing the Internet, reading, listening to music, and other non-social activities. (ku mmg TV addict tp x pndai lukis, so x melukis tp suke mewarne ala2 hobi zaman elementary school, surfing internet…itu nyaweku, reading…manga, j-pop asia, tokyograph n blogs only, listening to music…of course J-pop n anime music)

KESIMPULANNYE: I AM 1/2 HIKIKOMORIans !!!!

minna-sama tasukete kure!!!!!

DINNER….. a preparation of becomin’ a gothic lolita..

4 days left for final dinner. Diz is da rough idea of what i’m planning to wear. although it somewhat doesnt suite da theme, but who cares.

P/S: i wish i could wear gothic dress. hu3 . but didnt manage to reduce weight in time. WARGHHHHHH!!!!!!

——-> nvr mind. still hv time for GACC n CF diz august n disember. Tnie-chan gambatte-masu.

diz is where da cool idea came from:

- skirt dat catch mie eyes:

- da dresses:

- da boot:

- lolita’s umbrella: ( still in progress)

- n mie  most favourite part of lolita is……….. TOP HAT!!!!!

p/s: mine is even cuter.

- finally, da hair style, still dunno wat to do about it. mie frens told mie to make it like da bang hair (korean style) a.k.a rambut style zaman skolah rendah. hu3. BURUKKKKKKKKKK

-plan to do like da pics below:

he…he…he… but gurlzzzz, dun expect much from mie…im still learning…amateur…

BUNKASAI NIGHT @ UCSI

DATE: 5th March 2009
VENUE: UCSI NOrth Wing
ACTIVITIES: Cosplay competition
Japanese Culture Performance
Nitendo Wii Game Session
ETC….

Stomp The Yard

Forget japonophile for just diz one post pal:)

Diz is what we called a dance!!! although i may be somehow outdated (released on january 2007), but who cares. Diz muvie is so damn cool. Ne-yo n Chris brown were involved too. n chris brown looks superiorly cute! da muvie was on star muvie last couple of weeks n i didnt manage to watched it. so my sis bought me a dvd. luv u sis…

so pal….let’s get on the floor….

TRAILER:

THETA NU THETA DANCE MOVEMENT: go snake!!! supercool

FINAL DANCE BATTLE: Gamma Xi VS Theta nu Theta

DJ is damn cute when he said “Gamma who?, one word”…..B*****S

school’s back

wargh!!!! sob..sob..wargh!!!

“bile mule skolah…” quoted fom my mom every time my new sem begin.

“i dun want to go back. i dun want to go back to shah alam. i hate shah alam. there’s nothing there”. i kept repeating da same old sentences for every begining of new semester and including today, i guess it has been 8 times. 8 times??? means that i’m now in my 8th and final semester. banzai!!!!

(sigh)….Remember people always said that life is a circle? I only belived that when da new sem begin bcoz i kept doing the same thing for every day in a week. this sem i think it’s gonna be worst coz we have to spent 4 days per week for a hospital attachment and a day for case presentation. my nightmare routine:

• 6.30 am= wake up, pray, bath
• 7.30 am=go to hospital by bus (provided by the faculty)
• 8.00 am=start working
• 4.30 pm=finish working
• 5.00 pm=gym (sob..sob… compulsory!!! target: lost 30kg in 10 weeks before the next GACC. i wanna wear coaplay!!!) tasukete!!!!
  
• 7.00 pm=dinner
• 8.30 pm-12.00 am=online, daydreamin, if i have enough strength, i will benkyo. if not, i usually sleep as early as 10 pm.

tsumaranai ne…in other words…no life..my youth life have been wasted. althought i’m not really sure whether i like the course i’m taking now,  i will try my very best to finished it for my parents sake. YOSH!!! GAmbarzo!!!

“there’s a blessing in disguise”. yes abah. i agreed on what you said. althought i hate shah alam very much, i realized that staying in shah alam makes me closer to my source of inspiration and happiness…..anime and manga . As shah alam is quite near to KL, i always lepak-ing at kinokuniya to buy manga, myojo, junon..bla..bla..Then went to timesquare’s boarders and sg. wang to have a japanese buffet with my bro at the 6th floor and also is da place where ACGC and ACF were held. Get da anime DVD and merchandise at kotaraya and jalan sultan, near puduraya. Then, hang out wif my rumate at cineleisure where sun comic’s located. Mid-valley where we had the most delicious teppanyaki ever~umaiiiii~. and Frequently lepak-ing at sunway pyramid, where we had takoyaki, mr teppanyaki, susuhi king,  strolling at the asian avenue n bought anime poster n other merchandise at animetech n suncomic there. Most important is that CF was held there!!!

c ya @ GACC 2009.

aLien WORKSHOP

lol.remenber dat brand? alien workshop quite famous during mie elementary school. BTW mie went to malacca to watched diz so called alien exhibition. lazy to write further. just look a da picture dat mie hv taken. njoy…..